I'm TERRIFIED.
I'm torn with wanting to jump right in and wanting to hold back.
But if I'm going to do this, I'm going big or going home.
My name is Mandy.
For those new here, welcome.
For those following from my other blog-now's your last chance to run. HAHA.
Where to start?
Um....let's start with an explanation.
I feel a disclaimer of sorts may be in order.
This is my life as I know it.
No one lives in a cave. We all have relationships and experiences with others, so I acknowledge that the things I say may not be completely accurate. It is my truth; my reality. Those involved or witnesses to these events may see them completely differently.
As long as YOU'RE okay with that, I'M okay with that.
And moving on...
NOTHING said on this blog is meant to hurt anyone.
It's merely me recounting and telling my story.
It's my way of sorting it out. Hanging it out to dry and seeing what sense comes of it...if there is any.
Seems I've packed a LOT into the 34 years that I've been alive.
Getting this out will be a catharsis for me...but may be the cause of your need for therapy. =)
Just know that going in.
Also....to friends and family members...it TOTALLY FREAKS ME OUT to know you're reading this.
Some things may annoy you. Some may surprise you. Some may even make you mad.
I'm sorry.
Not my intention!
Please go into reading this knowing that I love you and am not trying to stir up hard feelings.
I am not allowing comments. I'm terrified enough at the thought that anyone is reading, but can't even beging to think about someone commenting negatively on this, my most intimate life. I'd have to find you and throat punch you and I don't think either of us wants that.
This is not the place where I will be spell checking or grammar policing. I'm typing as fast as my fingers will allow. I want to get it all out before I chicken out.
Also...if you're new here...in order to get the story in chronological order, start from the very oldest entry in June and read to the most current.
Also...if you're new here...in order to get the story in chronological order, start from the very oldest entry in June and read to the most current.
And here we go...
